do you know what's really weird? when you attempt to find employment for months to no avail and once you receive employment, everyone decides they want you. yesterday i was offered a position at a reputable cellular service call center. am i concerned because i have no idea what i'm getting myself into? hell yeah, i'm concerned. but i think that i'm just over processing the situation; i'm overthinking it completely. i have seven weeks or so of training so to get me prepared. i am just so excited to finally be making some money. i owe my parents a lot because of my car crash last fall and other things in between. i've been attempting to fill the gaps of employment with freelance but as a small freelance artist with not much experience, finding work is very hard. not impossible: i did find some work. but still very hard. ugh. anyways. today i took a drug test for the first time in my life which was weird. i don't do drugs so i'm not concerned. it was how i was treated. like i was an addict or guilty. i know they must take a million precautions but still. it sucked. oh well. let's see. the weather has made a ridiculous turn towards humid and i do not like it at all. i like heat. humidity? that's a whole other ball game. i don't want to go outside and feel like i'm swimming through the air, thank you very much. the pool should be opened soon and i am looking forward to afternoons being spent in it, getting tan and soaking up all the vitamin d.